we are 1

"Backed up on the freeway, backed up in the church,
Ev'rywhere you look there's a frown, frown." - creedance clearwater revival

its weird to think how every human being has their own mind. every single mind working in similar ways to our own. its easy to get engrossed in our own emotions and we forget we are just like everyone else. we think that its only us thinking and its our life, but everyone else is doing the same. if you look at yourself while your not doing anything you will see the kind of person who you see every day on the bus and think is a generally irrelevant person - some people glance at you and don't even acknowledge your existence, but you do exist. to you, you are having the fullest existence and exist most vividly, but to them your an obstacle in their vision for a second.....and then your not even that. fuck me this is gayly deep. assuming there are 6 000 000 000 people on the planet, we are hundred per cent insignificant to about 5 999 999 930 and like 90% insignificant to about 5 999 999 995 people. the only person we are totally significant to is ourselves. that is strange to think, but only one out of 6billion people is fully significant to us. wow. but thats also cool, because it proves to us that we are ourselves the only people who we can completely trust and believe.

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this is too much, lighter blogs to come, for my sanity